In 35 I married, my chosen was 24. But we loved each other and did not pay attention to other people’s thoughts. Six months after the wedding, Lizonka and Lidochka were born. Volodya loved girls. Then everything went somehow. Volodya began to be delayed at work. Sometimes he didn’t spend the night. I understood he tries for us with girls. We cheaped goods in stores, and we didn’t feel it. Volodya left me for 3000 UAH per week. We were missing. I did without nanny, I was in no hurry to go to work. Mother’s feeling captured me with my head. Apparently, I was very mistaken. In a year, I recovered eight pounds and felt that I was gaining weight. As soon as my daughters fell asleep, I wanted to eat. The girls were growing, the costs increased. Volodya began to leave almost 4 thousand a week. He was increasingly in fakes and came home, to be honest, only to sleep. We rarely engaged. In the morning, I didn’t find him next to me.

After I fell asleep, he went to sleep in the kitchen. On the sofa. I found it in the morning. He said he went because he smokes at night and did not want to wake us. In one of the single nights, I asked Volodya how much he earns in general. He answered dry, the question of the question: “You’re not enough?” In the morning on the kitchen table I saw 5 thousand I realized that Volodya loved us. It lasted almost six months. On Monday, he regularly left 4-5 thousand. He was not two days. In the evening he came. In the shoe. Smiling. He collected his pants and shirts in his suitcase and went to the exit. I got in front of the door: – Are you going? – Yes. I go. – Why? – I will return. – From what? – From your menu. – It’s not mine. From the store. – One dish. – What? – It is no longer important … – And children? – I will take care of them … In a week he transferred to me 5,000 hryvnias. I went down and removed. I’m not a waste. I understand that people who can live so far from the capital are living so far from the capital for that kind of money. For 5 thousand a month. But I can’t. I do not want to raise children who need only food and clothing.

I want to raise from girls of useful world, worthy people. They should not think about a piece of bread and what they will wear in the morning. They have to open the choice of choice. I called Volodya and said that I would sue alimony. He, as I thought, was unmoved: – Serve, I’m waiting. But if you want, you can not get dirty with justice. My criminal record will not turn to children in the future. Let’s agree. I will pay 12,000 hryvnias a month, and you will give me a receipt for each transfer. Perhaps I will give you another one a thousand to buy you a hotel. If you go to court, you will receive 1/3 of my official income. It is only three thousand hryvnias. Think. You will not get anymore. – Volodya, but earlier you gave me 20,000. – It was before. Then I sometimes used you. Now everything has changed. Sorry. In this life, you have to pay for everything. – I understood. And children, Volodya, is not a pity?

– If it were not for the children, you would not have a single penny. He put the phone. I sit and think. What to do? How unfairly life is arranged. These gray wages are simply unbearable. The lawyer said to me, “agree, it is profitable for you. Otherwise, you will get as much as your ex -husband said. ” I called Volodya and said I agree. He replied brazenly, “Who doubted?” Tomorrow, at 19.00, you will come to the Caphery and bring a receipt for 5 thousand. So far, he was sitting in the cafe and dinner. I handed him a receipt. He removed the smartphone and made the calculation. He sat so tight and with dirty shoes. I was sorry for him. I asked: – Volodya, and you will not give children at the hotel? And in general, do you have a woman in life? He apparently realized how I looked at his shoes. Swallowed a piece of cutlets, removed his legs under the chair on which he sat, and answered:

– The hotel then. In two weeks you will bring your daughters here – we will pay. I want to see how you keep them. Maybe it’s time to take care. And I do not go into my soul. There are many women in the world, you are not alone. I listened to him and left. In bought food and wine. Some Armenian. She roared at home, roared … hopelessly. Next week, you will have to arrange ice and lisa in the nursery, and go to the former work yourself. I do not know or not, I don’t know. You may have to look for a new job, with a gray salary. Let it out of some. It is time to prove to him that I do not need gadgets. And he will have to pay alimony. Let 1/3 of the salary, but still tomorrow I will apply to court. Let him live.